i decided
this blog gets archived.
maybe I come back sometime, for inspiration or simply for the memories. but right now, I can´t bother anymore. and if i want to bother about a constant blog, then it should be a real one. content I create, not reblogged pictures and texts. so maybe i´ll make a new tumblr, or a blogspot. and there i´ll write, upload my own pictures (though I already have a tumblr only for my photography), and stuff… right now I gotta learn loads and loads anyway, this new school is mindblowingly awesome but I think I even have to learn more there than in a normal school.. but oh well it´s still better than any other solution. so this blog here gets archived, shut down, whatever. maybe I come back frequently for my dash, and if I decide to blog again, then it´ll be a real blog with my own content.
that means… goodbye tumblr, hi school.
I am so motherfucking damn confused
I´d love to delete this blog. i love deleting things, closing things, breaking up with things, making cuts. my biggest problem is creativity. in times when I´m most creative, I can´t do anything. like, right now, my head is BURSTING with ideas. my brain is producing pictures, sentences, lyrics, drawings, words, constantly. but I simply can´t bring anything down to paper or tumblr or word. my head is stuck. and then I want to clean everything out and start new. but I don´t want to delete this blog. but I also don´t want to write anything here right now.. it´s so confusing, it´s mindbreaking. reblogging is complicated. I should learn for school, but I can´t when I´m overflowing with NOT USABLE creativity, and that makes me fucking insane. maan, I don´t know what to do. I just wanna hit something. maybe I´ll start a new blog. and this one gets archived. yea. no. motherfucker. damn it.
fuck it all. i´ll go learn geography. bye suckers.
